Richard Barttelot, by Stephen Carroll
I first set eyes on Richard Barttelot
nearly forty years ago when I moved into Stopham House, a rambling country
house formerly the seat of the Barttelot family who claimed they had come over
with the Conqueror. His cousin, the local baronet, had sold a leasehold
interest to developers and the house had been converted into eleven flats.
There were two entrances: the main entrance where the grand apartments were,
and the servant's entrance (named by estate agents as 'the North Entrance')
where the humbler flats were situated. Mine was round the back on the top floor
and had once been the nursery. There was a fire escape leading from the bedroom
which looked out on several acres of parkland and gardens and on summer
evenings I liked to open the door and sit out on this when I got home from
work. I noticed that regularly at dusk, a slight, nervous-looking man
in late middle-age in a white shirt, cloth cap and gloves would hurry over the
grass and make his way to some outhouses in the vegetable garden to fetch an
old watering can. This he would fill at a garden tap before scurrying at even
greater speed to a potato patch by the wall. The reason for the extra burst of
speed was that the bottom of the can was full of holes which leaked water over
his shoes and trousers and did not assist in the production of the crop. After
several visits to the tap and much trampling of his infant potatoes he would
return through the dusk the way he had come.
I soon discovered that this White Rabbit figure was Richard Barttelot,
who shared one of the grand apartments at the end of the building with his
elderly parents, 'Colonel Billy' and 'Mrs Barttelot'.
If ever I came near to bumping into him in those early days either at
Stopham or while shopping in the nearby village of Pulborough, he showed
positive signs of not being aware of my existence by ignoring my presence and
walking by with his nose in the air. This state of affairs continued until the
first Christmas Day. I was living alone at the time and wanting to make
something of Christmas I walked up to the village church to attend the morning
service. When it was over I hurried out of the door before the handshaking
began and set off on the ten minute stroll home. I soon became aware of
footsteps behind me but it wasn't until we had passed the sign saying 'PRIVATE'
that marked the boundary of Stopham House that I let my pursuer catch me up.
'What do you think of Sir Edward Elgar's second symphony?' was the first thing
he ever said to me. 'Did you know that he lived on the Stopham estate?' And
later that afternoon he walked round to my flat and lent me some gramophone
records. I have always had an eye for an eccentric. Some promising material was
close at hand.
I should explain that Richard's eyesight was poor due to an astigmatism
and his eyeballs sometimes gave the impression of revolving at great speed. In
spite of this, he would frequently say 'there is nothing wrong with my eyes.'
Not long after our first conversation we went to a concert together,
either in Petworth House or at the cathedral. What I do remember is that he
took the music score with him and insisted on thrusting this at me during the
performance with his finger on a sequence of notes despite my lack of
enthusiasm; I am incapable of reading a musical score and told him so during
the interval. Nonetheless, he continued to jab his finger and nod away. Somehow
this was typical of a certain attitude he had. He could not accept that you did
not share his interests, however odd they may have been. For instance, when we parted after an evening
at the pub or tea at my flat, he would press a barley sugar into my hand. This
he did as if it was of immense value. Similarly, when he asked me if I
collected stamps, I replied that I did not, but over the years he sent me
dozens, possibly hundreds of 'First Day Covers'. Neither did I share his
passion for locomotives and yet as the years passed I became a regular visitor
to the Bluebell Line and a reluctant authority on Sir Nigel Gresley.
In those early years I was suffering from a broken heart and, I admit, I
was lonely and needed to keepbusy. Impulsively after we'd shared a beer at one
of the local pubs (he told me he'd never been inside a pub till he met me) I
told him I was thinking of going on holiday to Italy and asked if he would like
to come. He leapt at the chance. We arranged to fly to Pisa, hire a car and
take in Florence and Venice from where we'd fly home. The morning of our
departure stands out in my mind. It was raining and as I brought my car round
to the front of the house to pick him up I saw him standing stock still in a
fedora and white raincoat. I told him he looked just like Michael Rennie in The Third Man, but as he had never seen
the film the allusion was lost on him. Nonetheless, he was not pleased and his
eyes revolved as he climbed into the car. Sure enough, when we went through
passport control at the airport, Richard was taken to one side and thoroughly
frisked, something which outraged his sense of the natural order of things. I
couldn't help but laugh. 'Mine's a name that once turned handles' he told me.
'A hundred years ago we could ride from Horsham to the sea and not leave our
own land'. And he made a despairing gesture as if to say 'people just don't
know anything these days. What has the world come to?'
Italy nearly broke our friendship. He had never held a driving licence
but liked to point at the road signs and traffic lights as we passed them and
to offer a commentary and advice neither of which were wanted at the time.
By some lucky chance we found a perfect refuge above Florence where we
booked in for a couple of nights. This took the pressure off me since meals
were included, Richard being like one of the babes in the wood outside his
native patch. In order to see the sights we had to make our own way into the
city, park on the outskirts and walk. As soon as we got near a postcard stall
he would jut out his chin and make a bee-line for it. Of course there were
thousands of such stalls and it was ages before we got to where I had planned
for us to go. Time was against us and progress was painfully slow. I remember
pointing out a fresco of heaven and hell in one of the churches and doing my
best to explain what was going on. He just could not understand that bishops
and princes were on the hell side. 'How could they be?' he wanted to know,
after all they were the governing class, they had rank. In fact he didn't see
the point of great works of art at all. They meant nothing to him. Tombs of
composers and princes – well that was different. They belonged to his scheme of
things. And this brings me to the question of his way of seeing the world. Over
the years I took to calling it his philosophy of labels. He was more interested
in a label than the thing it represented. A postcard of the Uffizi or the Ponte
Vecchio was better than the real thing, while back at home where one of our
regular walks took us through an ancient woodland some of the prize specimens
were labelled. 'Now this is an
English Oak', he would say happily. The actual tree meant nothing for him. When
my mother was in hospital recovering from an operation he presented me with a
handful of cuttings from magazines to give her, explaining that they were pictures of flowers that he'd cut out. A
bunch of pictures represented a bunch
of flowers.
And then there was the painter Arnold Böcklin. He had lived and died at
our pensione and in remembrance of
him a life-sized statue stood in the area between the terrace where we sat
after dinner and the stairs. Richard went in to order coffee, but it didn't
come. It turned out that he'd asked Arnold Böcklin to bring it to us 'sur la
terraza'.
After a few days in Fiesole we left for Venice. Having found the
motorway and paid at the first toll booth he could not understand that I had to
stop the car a hundred miles away at the next booth. 'Go round!' he ordered, 'We've already paid! As the toll booths were
manned by gun-toting policemen I was not keen. He was furious.
It was getting late when we arrived in Venice and we hadn't reserved
accommodation. What was more, the sky was black and a thunderstorm threatened.
All he wanted to do was to buy postcards. When eventually we had found a seedy
place to stay we were asked to hand over our passports. Richard was not
pleased. His eyes revolved. This was not the sort of thing that happened to
members of his family when they travelled.
Naturally I found out a lot about him and his quirks during the trip.
His first ambition, he said, was to be a naval architect specialising in the
design of battleships, and when this seemed an unlikely goal he thought he
might become a couturier instead.
However, a specially cast horoscope had seen a future for him as a shopkeeper
which was why he had chosen the world of books. He kept lists. There was a list
of men who had disappeared, a list of people who had died at the age of sixty
(he was convinced he would die on his sixtieth birthday and seemed disappointed
when it didn't happen), one of men who had lost a limb in some heroic fashion,
and another of those who had lost an eye. Lord Nelson and Sir Carton de Wiart
were both on two lists, having each lost an eye and an arm. 'Not many people
have that kind of distinction' said Richard. As for his own history, well, he
could have gone to Eton, he said, but out of respect for his father ('a younger
son') he had gone to Wellington instead. It was a tough military school and he
had not liked it. From there he had gone to Brasenose College, Oxford, but had
been invited to leave after the first term. He had not bothered to attend
lectures but had spent his time at the railway station spotting locomotives and
listening to the sound of them shunting. His most painful memory from these
times and which he referred to repeatedly during the years of our friendship
was the scout's reaction to the half crown tip he had bestowed when taking his
leave.
After Oxford he had worked at Foyle's for a while before opening a
little bookshop of his own in Newhaven. This had been inevitable. It was
written in the stars.
He revealed that he had a secret lady friend called 'Miss Newman' who he
had known for a very long time. For some years he had cycled to see her once a
week and she had cooked him liver and bacon. Sometimes they took short holidays
together though I doubt that they shared a room. She had a tendency to walk out
of films. She had, for instance, walked out of A Room with a View at the point where the vicar had stripped off
and swum naked. 'It must be difficult for her to find a film that she didn't
have to walk out of,' I suggested. He fixed me with a glassy look and said 'She
did not walk out of One Hundred and One
Dalmations.'
After the death of his father, a small tree was planted beside his grave
in the churchyard. 'it is an acer,' Richard
told me with some satisfaction. The tree did not thrive and after a year was replaced
by another. Richard had a bossy sister and when the second tree began to look
unhappy she instructed him to feed it. I know that what I am about to relate
will stretch the reader's credulity but I really did see him kneeling on the
ground by this tree with a teaspoon in one hand and a bottle of plant food in
the other, making coaxing noises as he held the spoon up to its leaves.
Needless to say, it soon followed its predecessor.
Richard had spent some years living apart from his parents 'over the
shop'. When I met him he was 'between shops' as it were, a state that had gone
on for ten or twelve years. But when a small shop in the local village became
available, he had taken a lease. It was obvious that he had no head for
business and I ventured some advice:
Me: Perhaps if you had more shelves?
Him: I think I know more about selling books than you do.
Me: How many bookshops have you had?
Him: Three.
Me: and how many failed?
Him: All of them.
I should add that whenever he had been
'shirty' towards me, which happened quite frequently, he had always found a way
to apologise. He was in fact, terribly nice. On one occasion when we were going
out somewhere reasonable and I was wearing a tie, he asked if it was an O.E.
tie. 'You know I wasn't at Eton' I said. 'People do sometimes wear them,' he
replied with a glassy expression on his face, but later that evening he rang to
apologise.
His piano duly arrived on completion of the lease and was duly installed
and passing shoppers were sometimes able to hear his compositions 'The Grand Canal' and 'Souvenir
de Fiesole' as they went about their business. Fans of Casablanca gave the shop a nick-name: 'Rick's Bar'.
The stock was what might be called 'eclectic'. Writers with the initials
R.B. (which he shared) were favoured. You could be sure of finding the works of
Robert Bridges, Rupert Brooke, Robert Browning or Robert Burns. Otherwise it
was pot luck. New books could be ordered, and I asked him for several. Most of
them, when collected, bore underlinings in pencil and faint notes in his now
familiar handwriting. I didn't mind this but I fear other customers might not
have felt the same way about new books they had ordered. I was once in the shop
when a tourist asked if he had a guidebook to our part of Sussex. After some
high pressure selling on Richard's part, the lady escaped with an ancient
edition of A Guide to the Highlands and
Islands which he had wrapped for her most carefully in a brown paper bag.
Naturally, not having a vehicle made the purchase of new stock difficult but he
was occasionally to be seen at dusk on a summer evening struggling along on his
bicycle at an impossibly slow speed, burdened with carrier bags full of newly
acquired books. Sometimes there would be accidents. Either a plastic bag would
break and the books would spill out or he would fall off and hurt himself. Once
I saw him returning home newly stitched by the doctor after falling into a
ditch but happy in that he had found amongst his purchases a good clean copy of
The Testament of Beauty (which,
unaccountably, failed to sell). When he finally realised that the business was
not flourishing he economised by turning off the heating and the lights. The
windows were permanently misted up so that I heard more than one passer-by say
that the shop had already closed down. It was only a matter of time.
There's just one more vignette I want to record. Here is an extract from
a letter he wrote to me shortly before he moved into a care home. I should
mention that he liked little better than a good obituary.
It will be a new life and
could be quite surprising. Will the inhabitants know about Lord de Tabley? Out
of the three obituaries you kindly sent, I think King Michael of Romania the
best – and the saddest. In exile he was forced to do menial jobs, such as
selling vacuum cleaners and test-flying aircraft. I suppose better than
happened to King Faisal II, gunned down by thugs in the royal palace. I had
never heard of J.Halliday who has also gone to join the great majority.
For the last two
years of his life Barpot lived in a care home from where my wife and I took him
out on a weekly basis, falling into a routine of helping him outside to the car
and driving into nearby Ilminster where he would post his letters at the post
office and buy a packet of shortbread biscuits at the Co-op. Our slow
procession along the high street soon became a regular feature of Wednesday
afternoons in the little town especially at the post office where a long queue
would build up behind us as he enquired about First Day Covers and the
availability of this year's Christmas stamps. Then we would drive off to
one of a number of places we had discovered for tea, his favourite being 'the
hotel', where the sugar came in cubes a few of which he would squirrel away.
His cap always served as a napkin on these occasions and we had to remind him
to shake the cake crumbs from it as we left before he put it on his head.
He sometimes said when we took him back to
the care home that he felt he didn't really belong there, that it was for old
people and, despite the fact that he was well into his eighties, he was there
under false pretences. For several weeks he was in love with one of the lady
residents and as long as she was alive he didn't mind getting back to the home
after our outings, in fact he would disappear with almost indecent haste as we
signed ourselves out. But once she had been wheeled out through the back door he
would think of things to delay our departure. For instance he might mention
that during the week there would be a visit from an animal sanctuary who were
planning to bring 'one of those horses they make into socks' − which turned out
to be an alpaca − to cheer up the old folk, an idea he didn't much care for, or
that a pianist who would, alas, be playing 'popular numbers' was booked for
Tuesday afternoon. Slowly we edged our way out and as we waved goodbye from the
far side of the heavy glass door he looked as frail and ghostly as one of the
shades of the dead Homer tells us of in The
Odyssey.
The
end came not long after our final weekly outing. We were slowly making our way
up Ilminster high street to the post office when he collapsed. A helpful shop
assistant brought a chair for him while I fetched the car and we manhandled him
into the back seat. As I started the engine I asked my wife whether we should return
to the care home or go straight to the hospital. At this point Barpot woke up, pointed
a finger towards the sky and ordered 'the hotel!'
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